Holland lop bunny for pet?

i would like to purchase a holland lop rabbit to have as a pet. i live in morris county, nj. any color, male or female, my only preference is that it be young (i would like to be able to pick it out from a liter and wait until it becomes just old enough to leave the mother). my problem is online i can only seem to find breeders who sell for show and therefore the rabbits are much older.